I don't know how to deal

I don’t know how to deal
With this world full of hate
I don’t know or understand
This pain that is so great

I don’t know how to deal
With these babies crying
I don’t know how to tell them
That inside their Mommy’s dying

I don’t know how to deal
With what is really real
I don’t know how to tell
You what I really feel

I don’t know how to deal
With telling you this feeling
I don’t know if there really is
A way for me to start healing

I don’t know how to deal
With this life I’ve led
I don’t know at all
What you’ve just said

I don’t know how to deal
With the thoughts in my head
I don’t know why I always see
My blood running red

I don’t know how to deal
With that every scar, I’m sorry
I don’t know how to say this
But each one has a story

I don’t know how to deal
With all my depression
I don’t know why I’m telling you
But this is my true confession