Begging to be heard, screaming his name,
Nobody hears me, I'm going insane.
He said that he loved me, yet put me through all this pain.
I thought he was different but he turned out the same.
Even though I expected it, it hurts just as bad,
For however many times it happens I'm still left alone and sad.
He uses every little excuse to be acting so mad,
But deep down I know none of it matters to him, what we had.
Had? Have...I forget we're together; he's never completely there,
However much I try, I know I don't have a prayer.
I don't even love him that much; I just wish he would care,
For me to be cared for by anyone, let's just say, well, it's rare.
I died once again; I'm like a cat with nine lives,
Except nine lives aren't enough, because I will always survive,
No matter what happens to me, I'll live through heartache and knives,
However much they try to break me down, my heart will live through it all... my life always in drive.
