I've Finally Found How

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Standing out in the pouring rain,
I think of where to run,
Then colapse to the wet ground,
Thinking of what I've done,
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He hit me harder and harder,
With each swipe of his hand,
I was lying on the floor,
This was more than I could stand,
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I worried if I told,
They would take me from what I loved,
My friends and skool,
My sisters and the rest,
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So I'm sitting in the rain,
Wondering what to do next,
Wait for someone to find me,
Or wait for something called death,
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He'll find me here soon,
So I decide to continue and run,
The rain feels so wonderful to my tear stained face,
But soon comes sun,
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At times I feel so cold inside,
Why so alone,
I'm surrounded by friends and family,
But inside I'm so torn,
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Everyone talks and I make up lies,
About bruses, scrapes, and scars,
I soon take a break from running,
To look up at the stars,
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I finally see,
That my life has no value,
My dad hits and people don't see,
I think its time to be set free,
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So I pop a few pills,
It'll be only minutes now,
I'm finally free from him,
I've finally found how,
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So I colapse to the cold wet pavement,
For the last time now,
I'm finally free from the pain, hurt, and sorrow,
I've finally found how

-Anarchy