Suffering

Three o'clock in the morning
scared to open my eyes
another day of pain
another day suffering cause of you
all alone i feel
i try to hide all pain
all of this guilt before me
another day of hiding
all this pain that i feel
and all this anger is it going to stay
eleven o'clock at night
afraid of the nightmares
my breathing stops
and all i can do is stare at the window
what causes this feeling
another night of no sleep
a night of too much darkness
my heart feels alone and scared
i cant cry another tear
another day waisted on insercurity
another day of wondering
is this ever going to end?