License for love: REVOKED

My heart is jumping out of my chest
My mind is trying not to invest,
too much time into this situation
and avoiding confrontation

You've officially confused me now
No don't you dare, ask me how
I'm sure this is your fault
We were at a permanent halt

I'm not gonna be the rebound girl
When your life goes into a twirl
No wait I'm sorry I love you too
My mind doesn't know what to do

I can't live after leading him on
But no, my love for you isn't gone
I just can't be hurt again and again
In the end I don't think I'm going to win

I try as hard as I can
Got to make a new game plan
My heart is shattered
Don't want to be flattered

I feel like such a tool
And I look like a fool
You left me for her remember
Us friends, it was suppose to be forever

I really don't know what to do
Because I kind of want to be with you
But understand my feelings for him are strong
And heartache will happen in not so long

Someones going to get hurt
Someones going to get the dirt
Is this all my fault in the end?
Why can't you be just my friend?

I'M SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY LIFE
No, I won't be no ones wife
Commitment, no not me
Try harder, try to see

Why can't you help me out?
My eyes are beginning to pout
Don't say the balls in my court
Because then I just build a tall fort

To keep you all out, out of my insanity
What's wrong with this humanity?
Why can't life just be perfect and work?
When will we see that extra perk?

I've waited long enough
So sick of this sappy stuff
My eyes don't want to cry
My body doesn't want to try

My hearts been broked
My license for love, revoked
I'm going to be bachelorette of the year
With my eye shedding a single tear

Well whatever comment to this if you will
Stop doing all this to me Bill.
Help me make up my undecided mind
Help me find the love I want to find.