The day I heard the words that I never dreamed of hearing.
And Carrying the Burden I dreamed of Carrying.
I mourn on the inside and I will.
This is what I never wanted to feel.
I have never hurt so much In all my young life.
I had always dreamed of becoming your wife.
All i can think of are broken Dreams and unanwsered wishes,
all of the prayers and hugs and kisses.
It hurts to breath when your not here.
And I remember how you once held me near.
I would rather die Then Feel all this pain.
I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain.
My life is as empty as my heart is broken.
I think of all the plans we made and spoke of.
How can you be gone no it can't be true.
It hurts to think of my love for you and how you never knew.
How much I cared
and how much we shared.
I ask god to kill me now I don't want to live my life.
These were all my thoughts as I swiftly moved the knife.
