How Could You Leave Me ???

You left me right out of the blue you were holding a gun i was hold a phone, you told me not to call but i had to.

i did not want to see you go like this is have much more waiting for you in your life .

you were in your foot ball uniform and on the 30 yard line your told the police officer if he steps any closer you will shoot your self he stepped back then Jon tried to talk you out of shoot your self all,

i could do is cry and say no nick dint shoot your self. then right after i said those word you shot your self i felt so bad i felt like i should of kept my mouth shut and i could of don't some thing for you.

i feel like it is all my fault i was holding you in my arms you were dead i was drenched in your blood.

and all i could was cry and say oh god why him why now?

*this was for you nice i miss you so much. always your friend crystal