Knowing i'm in this alone...

Hold back my tears,
And try not to cry,
Live another day,
Just wanting to die,

Looking at my mind,
Twisted and defected,
Watching your life,
You've never been effected.

School life kills me,
And family life sucks,
No one sees me
Yet everyone looks

No one hears me,
As i make no sound,
I'm dying inside,
Yet i still look profound,

I take the razor,
And sit on my own
Slicing myself,
Knowing I'm in this alone...