Last First Kiss

Never in my life,
Had I felt as good as this
it was a love short lived,
Which ill forever miss.

For a moment in time
The world had stopped moving
I was caught in the best
What then, was I proving?

It was all so cliche,
How fast he had my heart,
But things dont last forever
How soon, it was torn apart.

I just dont understand what happened
It seemed so perfect, or so I thought,
We kissed that night ,
It just seemed so right,
To me, it really meant a lot.

After that night, I waited so long
To hear his voice once more,
But he avoided me, and forgot I could feel
It was his last walk out of my door.

When we used to hang out,
Hed tell me how shy I would be
And to just say what I was feeling inside
But its not me, its him
That needs to grow up and see
That his silence just makes me cry

I just want him to say, why he left me this way
Without a single word of goodbye
His truthful words would have caused hurt feelings
But his silence hurts more than a lie.

I just long for the day to see him again
To show him the hurt hes endured to my soul
To make him realize, what hes done to my heart
The piece ill never get back, which he stole.

When I see him around I Hope he realizes
He lost the best thing he could have had,
But I want him so much,
despite how he broke my heart,
for eternity, ill forever be sad.

But I wont say a word
I will just let him slip away
What I thought I had, I have lost
Hes gone from my life,
Its something Ill forever miss
Ill always remember him.
And our Last, first kiss.

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