I only see in black and white
No hint of color, not even gray
Tears begin to fall again
As my happiness starts to fade
My heart aches, I am worthless
I'm suffocating, I'm so closed in
Drowning in self-loathing pain
Let the monstrosities begin
Far-gone are all my values
My tears are full of pain
But as I blame all others
They say I'm to blame
My eyes must tell a story
Of a thousand lies and truths
Of fairy tales and moral wars
Of my ever dying youth
Happiness I find
Is only bittersweet
It tastes so good, but yet so bad
There is no in-between
