I didn*t actually write this one
This one is from my friend,
Melody
I made a promise to myself
That I would forget you.
I made a promise to myself
That I would hate you.
Because each time you laughed
I shed a hundred tears.
Every time you dropped a tear
I dropped 99 more.
I hate you.
But I love you.
On the outside
I*m cool. I*m calm.
I*m scornful.
You want to know the truth?
Well, I*m not ok.
Inside
I*m screaming.
I*m crying.
I*m broken.
Yet you will never know
Because I will never tell you.
And you will laugh, love, live.
While I sit here
Hating, crying, yearning
For you.
