Still in love with the past. Part that would never last. Even though i wish it would. I can't change that, even if i could. Not allowed to walk away. You kept me crying till the last day. When you left i threw away all your stuff. It hurt so bad the pain was so sharp and ruff.
It's been two months now since he came back. Still my hearts cold, still the blood runs black. I can't laugh at his jokes. I can't smile at his eyes. I can't hug you. Or let you see my cries. I can't want you because I'm scared of the goodbyes. I'm not able to touch your lips. I shiver when gentles what you call your finger tips. I can't run down the street without losing my breath. Crying because i hate your return. I can't love you anymore so in the words of usher let it burn.
I loved the kid next door. But your not him anymore. I love the kid who made me cry. But i don't anymore i look forward to your goodbyes. I told you, you'd miss me. Told you, you'd return. So now that you have. It made me see. I loved the little boy who hugged that little girl i use to be.
