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by x325xRunawayTrainx103x Oct 30, 2005 category : Friendship, family / broken friendship
OK, i can't take this, i don't care I try so hard to ALWAYS be there You'll always be my sister, no matter what i do But it's my decision whether or not to like you And i tell people you're like my best friend I should have known that it would come to an end You've known him a year and me your whole life Yous are only acquaintances and you're going to be his wife Call me a liar, say I'm trying to ruin everything for you Tell me everything that you want too And at one point, i do want him to just crack you across the face You know...really put you in your place But then i don't want you to get hurt, not at all I don't want him to cause you to fall But maybe it takes pain to realize what is true Maybe hell is what you need to go through You're throwing away two good friends who have always been there And no matter what i was doing, i was always there to care So you turn on me because of your better half I turn around to start to laugh Your better half is a complete butthole? Then i wouldn't want to touch your good side with a 30 foot pole I thought that when you would move away Is when I'd say goodbye...but not today You want me out of your life...fine But don't ever come walking back into mine It hurts so much because nobody in the family really does care It's only my gram who will always be there So forget our memories...forget me too Forget everything i ever DID for you Forget the words i said to get you through the fight Forget the fun times we had at night It's so hard to turn the other way Because I'm still wondering if you're OK But if you don't care for me, then there's nothing i can do I cannot be him and control you Just be careful of his words spoken Because his promises will be broken And it's funny...you asked him if he ever flirted with me His answer came out silently Oh wait...he didn't reply AT ALL That was a tough one to call You still think I'm a liar though I told you the truth and you just said no I want to go home Keely, but i guess it's not here Living by myself is a new fear I'm lost Keely but you turned the light out You left me in the middle of doubt So good-night and do what you want to do I still can't believe i lost you