Dear Diary,
Today I have to written to you
I cant believe its a year
A year since this hell began
A year since my life was in fear
Today I am writing to you
To erase those scary nights
From the thoughts of being dead
To the thoughts of the precious knife
Today I am writing to you
From the scars that wont ever fade
From the days I only wished
That I wouldnt betrayed
Today I am writing to you
To tell you I could be dead
To tell you things couldve been worse
From the thoughts in my head
Today I am writing to you
Because the voices in my head arent there
They arent taking over my life anymore
Or when Im dead that moment they wanted to share
Today I am writing to you
Because Im proud to be me
Because this hell is finally over
Now life is so precious I can see
Today I am writing to you
To prey that I live long
To prey that I am always happy
To prey that I will stay strong
Today I am writing to you
To say sorry for all those times
When my life was in danger
And I wrote those horrible lines
