I'm so glad that me and you are becoming best friends again! i missed you so much! Ashley just needs to get further out of the picture! i never want to lose you again! i really want you to m=know we must have something special because we have been thought a lot and i feel like I'm finally home again! i really have never had a friend like you before! and you take such good care of me i don't know how i would be going thought this thing with Ben with out you! and especially since him and Jared are best friends which is good and bad at the same time... bad because I'm in love with Jared and I'm starting to fall for his friend but good because you can talk to Ben and we can listen to there conversations! ha ha! i love you so much Erica Kay! we really are supposed to be best friends forever! we even have a house for collage already! party central!! ha ha! and i love your whole family so much! they make me feel like i am part of you family!! I'm so Glad we are best friends again! and we have been hanging out more and i love it! you make me happy even though I'm sad and depressed and all kinds of things right now but some how you make me happy when we are hanging out... we don't even have to be doing anything to have fun when we are chilling we can sit at home and have just as much fun as we would hanging out up town or something...
