Broken Screams

Torn was I by the two;
Chosen one and shared one.
Both chosen but
second one chose me, too.

Like a fool
I tried to give
first one more chances
and broke both our hearts.

Now, I ponder my mistake
and realize my error.
Now, my gratitude is awaken
and I realize I am human.

In rage I fought myself
and challenged my love
for two I had loved
and found one infatuation.

Friends both in their
separate but unique ways.
Both had been there for me
and me for them.

One I had knew longer
but the other one
I had loved stronger
and even felt love returned.

I try to scream
but only can cry.
My tears muffle
my broken screams.