I Miss You

I went to your house the other day,
I went into your room,
Everything seemed so untouched,
Dust collected onto everything.
I took the picture of us off your nightstand,
A few tears spilled out of my eyes,
We both looked so happy.
I carefully sat on your bed.

Tears effortlessly falling from my eyes,
Silently
Looking around at all the things that were so familiar to me.
The things I saw when I was laying in your arms,
I never thought you'd leave me so fast.

I stared at your computer for the longest time,
Finally I got up and turned it on,
A picture of you giving me a piggy back ride stared back at me.
Just your eyes,
They seemed to look like the path to your soul...

At that point I couldn't take it,
I went and found Cruz.
I blew up in his face for letting this happen to you.
I blamed him for letting you die.
It was his fault,
He started shit with them
And they mistaked you for him.

~*~Dedicated to Jesus A. Escabedo~*~