When I start talking about boys, my head starts thinking this and thinking that. "Damn I would love to be with him. He's hella cute. Way too skinny. Oh he too fat." but in my dreams, i see someone else and he makes me feel something I've never felt. I can say I've seen him before in my other dreams. Being there with him makes it seem so real. He makes me feel secure like no other guy has done in the past and he seems to be sure of himself that we would forever last. You know what ? Even thought he's not real, I think I've fallen in love with this guy . Who cares if hes an evil person in disguise? With him, i have no regrets or doubts, no sadness or misery. just total happiness that he's here with me. I wonder why I've met him in my dreams. Who could he be? He could be with someone else in their dream, but int the end he chose me. If he is real, is he dreaming of me too? Or is he fake and my dream will never come true? I just hope I'll see him again someday, in my dreams, in reality, in some way. Its like I've finally found the perfect guy for me. The one I want, the one I need, the one I want to love, the one I really want to meet. But what if that never happens? What if he isn't real? Oh well, at least I'll always remember him as the boy of my dreams.
