To much pain
to much hurt
to many tears i cry
i love him i do but love shouldn't hurt
i shouldn't cry every night
i want freedom
i don't want to be scared of love
i dont want to be secretive anymore
i want my old life back
to much hurt
to much pain
i cant handle it anymore
way to much to bare
its killing me
y wont i get over him
y wont i let him go
idk anymore
confused and lost about what i want
it seems like he loves me then it seems
like he doesnt
i have to get my strength back
get my life back
but i cant
i'm slipping under the pain
slipping under the holed of love
i'm slipping away from life
its just to much for me
to much for my heart..............
