I never really thought,
our love could die.
I never really thought,
you'd go down and lie.
But everything is wrong,
in these haunting dreams,
because everyone I love,
hates me it seems.
Everytime I felt your touch,
closing in on mine,
I swear I would do anything,
to make God stop time.
Your hair smelled so good.
Your smile was a winner,
But everytime I went somewhere,
all they did was cry sinner.
It was wrong, yes I know.
But I would have ran away,
just to see you one last time,
just one moment of the day.
And yet you didn't feel that,
that surge to just go on.
So you shot up and left,
and before I knew it you were gone.
I hate you and yet I love you,
you'll always know that's true.
But my heart aches for someone,
and that someone is you.
So don't cry when I tell you,
I'm waiting for God's call,
to take me away from this human hell,
to just trust in your fall.
