I'm Tired

by Anthony   Oct 30, 2005


This anger needs to be released,
This is all I know how to do,
The screaming inside my head,
Here for everyone to see.
I'm tired of the tears!
Too many seen and shed for my lifetime,
16 years on a planet,
And your tears could fill a lake.
I'm tired the pain!
Everyday filled with aching memories,
Everyday, longing to die.
Giving up, no longer trying.
I'm tired of feeling!
Wishing, Praying, Hoping, Longing,
Just to go numb and forget,
Just to be free of these chains.
I'm alone, and I'm scared,
I'm hurt, and I'm weak,
I'm still crying, and there's
Still no one to hug me.
No one can break my heart anymore.
It's in pieces too small to divide.
I'm tired of being afraid,
Afraid to be alone,
Afraid to live,
Afraid to die,
Afraid to say "I love you"
I'm tired of feeling like I don't belong,
But still, these feelings are trapped,
Trapped inside me.
No matter how much I write,
They won't go away.
For the first time I wish...
Someone would stay,
And I can lie in their arms,
And feel... Like I'm safe.

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  • 19 years ago

    by wanted dead or alive!

    This poem is probably the most outstanding ive ever read, its absoloutely breathtaking...actually bought a tear to my eye its full of so much emotion and sadness,just reading through this made me feel so much sorrow for you and all youve been through(even though i dont actually know,but it sounds like youve had a hard time)
    it made me just wanna jump through the screen and give you a hug...keep writing and gettin all your feelings out like this as you have a exceptional talent.
    i hope things look up for,
    be safe
    xx

  • 19 years ago

    by hm

    That was soooo gd!written soooo well!filled with true emotions! i loved it sooo much!i love it coz i can totaly relate!stay strong!im here if u need sum1 2 talk 2!if u need sum1 to tell ur problems 2!it rally dos help!neways keep it up!u are truly talented! keep shining!always 5/5 ...josie....

  • 19 years ago

    by Atomic

    My arms are open wide for you sweetie!

    There were some exellent parts in the poem and I would like ot point them out for you.

    "And your tears could fill a lake."

    "It's in pieces too small to divide. "

    Truly talented, aren't you?

    ( )_( )
    (='.'=)
    (")-(") Arrivederci!

  • 19 years ago

    by Justin

    Oh my gosh... It must really suck actually feeling like that.. feeling like no one is there for you, and that you can't trust anyone anymore, because you've been hurt too much, or that your scared of taking the chance of expressing your true feelings because in the end your afraid you'll be rejected or pushed away and left on your own.. I can't exactly say I know how it feels, but I can say I'm not exactly always happy and surrounded with loved ones all the time either.. or just anyone, It really sucks to be lonely.. and most of the time I know what that feels like, It sucks to not be good enough for anyone, and feel at your lowest with no one there to push you up or help you through, but amazing poem, You just need to hang in there, like we all need to, and continue being the amazing poet you are, 5/5 and if you ever need a friend to talk to, i'm here.

    Jess

  • 19 years ago

    by .

    Wow...this is really good...im sorry your feeling so much pain and i hope things get better for you...5/5 great job
    Becky
    xoxo

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