Please don't tell him,
That he's the one that keeps me awake,
That he's my first thought when I pray,
That he can make me do anything,
That he could be my dearest sin.
Please just tell him,
That I'm OK and have no regrets,
That my mind's fine and I'm not upset,
That someone else is my only one,
That he won't be my reason to frown.
Please tell me,
That he thinks about me once in a while,
That sometimes he cares about my hidden smile,
That he remembers that he means something to me,
That he doesn't notice that I quietly bleed.
Please lie,
Cause I know the truth and I don't like it,
I want him to think that I don't care about him,
Cause sometimes it feels like he's not worth my time,
And I wonder if I'm better off living a lie.
