I would try to tell you
Of every thought
That is circling through my head
But you could never understand
You were never like I am now
You never got so lonely
That suicide turned out to be
Your one and only friend
You never got so depressed
That the only way to take away the pain
Would be to slice tiny slits up your arm
You never got yelled at as much as I do
Just because you couldnâ??t explain
Of the pain rushing through your veins
Your mother never got angry with you
Because you couldnâ??t live your life
Being as happy and content as a rainbow
You have never experienced the hurt
Of having all your friends turn on you
Including the ones you trusted the most
You will never understand
What it is like to be me
You say you will listen
And try to understand
But you get angry with me
Every single time I try to tell you
Of what I am feeling inside
So next time you ask me
Why I am feeling so low
Donâ??t even expect an answer
Because believe me
You will never
Understand.
