Right By your side

Is it surprising that i actually have some friends since you left i always seem to cause everyone pain and some days i do think about you;
Only when its rains do i wake up screaming out your name, i open up the door and i go outside dancing until i stop crying. Only when your lonely do you stop hoping that you can keep going on. All that read this can interpret this any way you wish, It's only me who knows who this is about. I sometimes wake up wishing that i could die only to go and cry. When I'm awake i sometimes think about you but at night i hope that wherever you are, you remember what you did to make me wish that i could die, only to be where you are, right by your side.

Lily