Anxiety

I have anxiety.
Can anyone relate?
Praying for piety.
Afraid of your fate?
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Im so uncertain.
And pitifully concerned.
Hiding behind a curtain.
My mind horribly burned.
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But I cant give up.
No matter how bad it gets.
Under my Scarlet cup.
Thats where the pain hits.
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The pain takes over.
And my defenses give way.
Beyond the white clover.
Reveals a new day.
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A new chance.
A rebirth of sort.
My world becomes a trance.
That becomes impossible to support.
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But nothing can be done.
Im a teenager caught in anxiety and depression.
Such a burden so impossible to shun.
Pain, has become my hearts obsession...

(c) JP 2005