Fighting An Invisible Force

Behind these eyes covered in black liner
Lays a soul and a shattered heart
Trying to heal only to be
Ripped apart again
By an invisible force
A force that has gripped me since I was six years old
I'm sick of tired of it
I had enough of the insults I've heard
"God what is she bi-polar"
Then you go out and top it all
I was walking up to you in the hall
You were with your friends I hear you say
"It's like she can't make up her mind wither to be happy or sad"
I stop right behind you turn around and begin to cry
You here me walk away
You only realize your mistake
When it being thrown in your face
You walk up to me put your arm around me
Say don't cry I'm sorry
I scream don't touch me
You stop and say know I see why they call you a freak
I walk strait out the door
Throw it open
Its break it's packed outside
Everyone pauses to look
I turn to face the crowd
Slowly pull out my knife and slit my wrist
Blood begins to run down the stairs to either side of me
Then I see you running towards me
You're here on your surprise trip from Missoula
He holds my hand kneels next to me
I feel a tear on my cheek, his
A single tear falls from my eyes
You scream no don't go, I love you
The blackness takes over I slip away
Happy and at Peace

(c) Hillary Dorsey 2005

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