I hate the pain
of everyone thinking im insane
i need to find meaning
but im just not believing
my friends tell me its jus a fad
itll go away n not be so bad
i dont think like them
my mind will stray and stem
but eventually i come back to reality
and start thinkin of my own fatality
i dont know where these thoughts come from
or what i have become
i need to find truth
will i live beyond my youth
