I don't like
the person
i feel that i have
become well being
medicated
i feel like
it is so
hard to be a
nice person
yet it is so
easy
to be cold
and indifferent
about things
effecting
me and other
people
I'm standoffish
not the kind
person i used
to be
instead of tears
i keep the pain
in
turn it into
hate
and i hate
and i wish death
and i hate
i hate all
i swear
i da.mn my
mother
my family
and the whole world
i feel i have
become
some kind of monster
unable to love
or be loved
by others
im a monster
unable to love
i do not agree
w/ the person
the thing
i feel that i have
BECOME