Sometimes...

~Sometimes i watch just to see if he is looking.Sometimes i do cute things just to see if he is watching.Now i\'ve notice that he watches me all the time.I can tell because everytime he does something stupid or funny i see him at the corner of my eye he looks at me to see if i am paying attention to him.My best friend notices that he is flirting with me and it scares me because sometimes i wonder if he is starting to like me again...and "if" he is....what "if" he wants me back?How will i deal with the fact that he may break my heart again?I dont know if i can handle that.All the hurting again...all the crying i would have to deal with again."If" he does want me back and i went out with him again...will i be just a doormat for him and so he could tell all of his friends he could get me back and how easy it would be?What can a girl do to find out if a guy wants her back and how does she avoid it so she wont get hurt again by the same guy?But still i sometimes watch him out the corner of my eye and see him staring at me.Sometimes he watches me and sometimes i wish i could be with him and have back and with all the happy times we've shared...but then again sometimes i dont want the bad times and the arguements to come back.So what can a girl do? (hey i know this is lame but its something so if yall want you can rate it or tell me what yall think! :) byee!)