Suicides curse

I'm standing above staring below
Watching the lights and city glow
Holding on but slipping slow
Wondering if i should let go

All my hopes and all my dreams
Will dissapear at the stop of my scream
At the top of my lungs i begin to cry
When i reach the end, i know i will die

I tried before and tried again
This time i know my life will end
Successful attempt don't fail me now
Just let me die as i nail the ground

I've made mistakes but never again
I'll make sure that i pay for them
I hurt you then and lost my only friend
So hear me cry as i let you win

This is no guilty trip to make you feel bad
I'm really giving up and forgetting the life i had
It wasn't the best and wasn't the worst
I've just become victim of suicides curse