Knives and Needles

I am nothing,
don't understand.
Have nothing here,
but the knife in my hand.

I am already bleeding,
from more than my heart.
My bed sheets are stained,
my worlds torn apart.

You say I'll get through this,
Ive already tried.
I hate you for trying,
I hate that you've lied.

You should be sitting here,
should be in my place.
Tear yourself open,
scream into space.

You say that you love me,
once again you have lied.
You don't even care,
that I'm dying inside.

Don't pretend that you know me,
you don't give a s**t.
Come any closer,
its your throat I will slit.

Dive into darkness,
take your own knife.
Kiss me good night,
as I take my own life.

xox for the people I've hurt xox