Fancy dress, high heeled shoes,
Luxuries and love in sight.
Look who's alone, me in the corner,
We used to be together, not anymore.
Questions, where are you now?
Did you love me?
Happiness, smiling like the suns rays,
Taking no shit from anyone, not you.
Passion and pain felt through my skin,
A needle stuck deep and pricked hard.
Tubes running with vital blood,
I cut the cord that wrapped around my neck.
Scars reflect the rain, the suffering
Of what I've been through.
Prodded and taken look over,
What's wrong with me doctor?
Death on road, am I going to suffer?
I have nothing left.
Addicted to the drugs,
I can't stay happy otherwise.
Goodbye to being free,
Goodbye to my lover, you.
Whisked away in dreams,
Will I ever wake from a deep doze?
Machine stops; beep...beep,
I can still feel pain, why?
Time will pass, you will forget,
Who I was; what I wore.
Forget the times I was happy,
I was always sad.
I'm so sorry; I can't help but kill
The girl I don't know, the one I can't change.
