INCISION

Feel I could write forever,
But wouldnt say it right.
Cant express the pain to you,
Im feeling here tonight.

My hearts in many pieces,
Laying broken on the floor.
Ive finally given up trying,
Theres no use anymore.

I want to be able to see the pain,
Im feeling deep within.
So I grab the bluntest scissors,
And slowly pierce them in.

From the moment I see the blood,
Deep red, run down my arm.
The tears seem to cease falling,
And suddenly Im calm.

The best release Ive ever felt,
And warmth runs through my veins.
I know Ive found a way to hide,
From my prisoners reigns.
Blood is running thickly,
Down the drain in the shower.
I could watch the colours swirl,
At least another hour.

Someone distant calls my name,
I wrap a towel round my wrist.
From now on this is my punishment,
For living, to exist.