WOW!! this is so much like me...you must go through a lot too...stuff that no one else sees or understands...me mum says I do it for the drama...w/e...I really like yer poems...ecspecialy this one...the whole thing reminds me of me...thnks for reading my poem Silently...If you've ever read Death Instead...that one is mine too...i forgot my login name and password..LOL