Turn my lights of for good

Empty box of pills
a razor in my hand
a gun is near
these are things you will never understand

a box of pills
swallowing them one by one
to late the turn back
the damage has been done

a razor in my hand
slice my arms and my wrist
when i was younger
i never thought i would be doing this

the gun is in my drawer
loaded and all
its there for me
when i really want to fall

you will never understand
whats in my head
you will never understand
why i longing to be dead

i want to turn my lights out for good
just rest in the ground
forever, and forever
because i cant turn my life around