The end

I've done it once more,
Embraced the end, no more life I want,
But as from life I am tore,
They try to bring me back,
Why is it that they wont let me go?
Why must they bring me back to hell?
Why they even want me here I do not know.
I see the light, but before I can reach it,
Back I am dragged, back from death once more,
Back to ruin everyoneâ??s existence again,
Why bring me back? No one cared before,
Why is it they only care when I am no more?
In life I am of no value, I am worth nothing,
No future is there for someone like me,
And yet back to life they will always me bring,
Just to sooth their own guilty consciences,
No one really cares,
They know the reality,
That theyâ??d be better off without me,
So why not let my soul go, just let me be,
Why wont they let me be free?