Suicide

She said she loved me but she lied all the stuff she did now bring tears to my eyes she said she loves but im sure it was just a game for her she needed rank amoung her frens so she played an innocent guy to bet praise the thing that hurts the most is she hated me the most an keep saying she loves me she was special she was devine she was the one that swept me of my feets like a rythm devine now itts gone an all is lost life seems dim like a frost so wat shall i do these thoughts hurt more i think im going to end this heart pain all at once