The piercing screams as a sleep send me to search and find
the thoughts of what happened back then, resurfaced in my mind
I remember it so well, how the whole event went down
Your house up in flames, explosions, and everyone running around.
The closer that I came, the more the fire seemed to grow.
I had no idea you were in there, until your mother told me so.
As I watched the tears run down her face, as she fell to her knees to cry
My mind went blank and from there on, I wouldn't let you die.
I started running to the house, as your mother pulled me back
I couldn't help my actions then, so from that point on I cracked.
I tugged my shirt away from her and gave a cold blank stare
She begged me just to sit back tight, and let others go in there.
I shook my head and told her no, and she started crying more.
By the time she lifted up her head, i already went through the door.
As I glanced around the burning house, how the smoke became so dense.
This felt like a f ucking nightmare, it just did't make no sense.
Why was there a fire, why were you the only one inside
why the hell am I actually in here, this is f ucking suicide.
I turned to leave the house, what could I possibly do
Then I heard you screech up stairs, so I decided and ran to you.
I made it up the stairs to see, the path blocked by a fiery gate.
Then all I remember was, my breathing became so faint.
my eyes began to burn, my lungs seemed filled with smoke
The deeper breathes I seem to take, the more I started to choke.
The last thing I remembered, my lungs have just collapsed
Then I woke up in the hospital, with just this memory of the past.
