Im not a fairy

I know
this was all a lie
you screwed up
i burned
you don't really love me
you never even did
this meant nothing
i was used
abused
left forgotten
and confused
but thats where you're wrong...

i knew
all along
this would happen
i prepared for it too
f_ck you
i'm fine
without you
get over it
go away
i'd be happier if i never saw your face...

but don't you think this is getting old
this life
where we always expect the worst
never really get close
vulnerability
is only a word
something we never show
and we always end up alone...

so ill keep trying
and most likely keep failing
but i'm making an effort
give me credit
if you plan on avoiding the pain
just remember...

fairy tale endings are just for fairies