Just Begun

As I put the bullets in the gun,
Ending my life has just begun.

As I ponder the times I cried for help,
Ands not a soul would stop to help.

All my tears did soak my bed at night,
All my failures my mind did cite.

As I cock the gun that is in my hand,
Ending my life now has a plan.

I lived my life trying to please you all,
But soon I left you all appalled.

My sin has now become a heavy weight,
My tombstone will soon have two dates.

As I pull the trigger that is on the gun,
My eternity has just begun.