I've finally come to a conclusion
which leads to a final solution
I've meandered into nothingness
Confused and somewhat selfish.
I've been overcome with greed
Which imitated loving need
I've [lustily] held on to you
letting love get misconstrued
I've got to give my apologies
with a great sigh of relief
for once i thought I've lost my mind
now i know greed got me blind
infatuated with the thought of wanting
forgive me but now I'm thanking
forgive me if I'm wrong and hurting you
but my verdict says that i don't love you...
--written 9/22... see how long I've been trying to get over loving her? still hasn't worked... >_
