Suiside Note

I know it\'s really long but i worked really hard on this so please read and comment
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Just one look into my eyes
and i know you\'ll see
how much those words break my heart
and how much he means to me

It doesnt take a whole lot
for you to see my pain
it only takes one look at him
for my heart to go insane

Then i see her behind him
with a big smile on her face
why does she rub it in
the girl who took my place

The girl who took my guy away
was my so called \"friend\"
She said she\'d never leave me
stick with me till the end

when my boyfriend asked her out
she didnt hesitate
she said \" Yes i thought i was to late!\"

When my other friend came up to me she said \"you\'re boyfriend asked her out!\"
I stormed down to find him and started to scream and shout

I refused to listen to a word he said
and i was tired of his lies
But i can garentee
he wont see the tears i cry.

The only time he\'ll really see
all the pain he has caused me
is when he reads the note i left for him
sealed with \"hope you\'re happy the way things turned to be\"

Next to the note is a pill
to show him how i died
On the note is blood and tears
that dropped on the paper while i cried

I told him that i\'m sick of this
and i refuse to listen to his lies
I told him i was sick of this
and no longer will i cry

I told him why i gave my life in just a few words
All i had to say to him was \"you were my whole world\"

I said that i couldnt live if he werent by my side
i told him that i couldnt lie
and i refused to hide

all the pain that he put me though
i hope he understands
that i could never love anyone more
and i\'d never hold another guys hand

he was the only guy
to ever make me feel this way
i hope he understands
that to this very day

i am with him every day
and i\'ll never leave him all alone
like my so called friend did once she heard i ended my life on my own

everyday i am with him
i\'ll love him forever more
even though he broke my heart
and left me alone on the cold floor

I will never forget the look on his face
when he saw me lying on my bed
with cuts on my wrist
and blood gushing out of my head

I\'ll never forget how he feel to his knees and in my hand what his leather coat
I\'ll never forget the way he cried as he read my suiside note