I want to be a mommy

I want to be a mommy,
to kiss your knee better,
and pick you up
when you fall down

I want to welcome you
to my bed when
bad dreams prevent sweet, restful sleep,
and protect you from all harm.

I want to love you,
as a mother does, and see you grow,
see your personality form and change,
to help you on the road of life.

I want to hold you close,
and never let you feel fear, hurt or pain,
to always be there for you,
to always hold you dear.

I want to be your mommy,
but I'll never let you near,
cause you, so special and fragile,
I'm scared that I may harm you.

I love you...and want to be
a good mother to you,
but the only way I can,
is to never let you near.

Dedicated to the child I'll never have cause of a bloke and what he did.