I Can't Stop What I Feel

I'm just not ready yet
to let you go for real
I've tried so hard to forget
but I can't stop what I feel

I know you're with her now
but you meant everything to me
it's getting harder with every tear
this isn't how we should be

we should be together
just like we were before
you promised me forever
but you're not mine anymore

did you feel anything at all
when you knew you were breaking my heart
how could you just let me fall
knowing it would tear me apart

I don't want you to be just another broken memory
promise you won't let me be lost in your past
you'll always be my first love
but I just thought you'd be my last

nothing ever goes right
and I guess I was wrong
I'm just trying not to cry myself to sleep at night
just pretending to be strong

don't know how much more I can take
I just wish you knew
the way I really felt
and that my love was really true

do you still think about us
because I miss you so much
you were my everything
and I'm weak without your touch

promise me you won't forget
I know you've let me go
but I'll never be ok without you
I just wanted you to know