Rip My Heart Out

My life is such a pain
It hurts to even tell
I hate my life so much
Its like a living hell

I sit at the edge of my bed
Pulling at my hair
I fall back in frustration
And just lay there

I try to think of good things
But it all seems so strange
So I get up from my bed
And pick up a glass vase

I throw it at the wall
And it shatters into pieces
I dont know what to do now
I dont know what Im feeling

So I slide everything off the tables
And thrash across the room
I rip everything apart
This life is a gloom

I try to calm down
Then I come to a stop
I look all around
Then I look up

Then I see my life
Hang from the ceiling
It pleas for air
While it has no meaning

Theres no way of saving it
Its just too late
I had to see this coming
I guess this was fate

I dont know what to do now
This is the end
There is just no place
Where I can blend

I hate my fact of nothingness
And my life is nothing I need
So someone rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed