Hurting goodbye

One goodbye lasts a lifetime,
but my life will end sooner than you know,
because of all the pain i put you through,
hurting you so,

im crying these tears,
and you don\'t care,
but you know,
cause i\'ve gotten to the point, no one will bare,

crying ever second,
hiding it from you,
you know i\'ll always love you,
and miss you so much too

so now i will say this goodbye,
that will last forever,
now i want to leave,
forever and ever,

thats how much i hurt inside,
the pain i hide,
but its all okay,
because its an act of happiness i\'m behind

goodbye now,
i can\'t hurt you anymore,
please don\'t look back,
at this closed door

*just me in a depressed mood... haha like all the other times i write*