Cant find a hand

I cant look eye to eye
scared of what youll see
the fear
the anger
the hurt
the damage

all of that in side such a small girl can hurt
it can cry

not by u
but by me

im fine
its good
is what ill say
as i walk away
with teary eyes

im sorry
i cant tell you
its not that i dont love you
its not that i dont trust you

its just that you wont understand
im sorry

i cant find a hand!