So Now You Come!!

As I lay in this casket
Surrounded by oak
The people around me
Are starting to choke

I see all my friends
Walk by one-by-one
I can see their hearts break
All because my life is done

I see my best friend
Friends since we were three
No! Dont walk away!
Please dont go! Dont leave me!

There stands my grandmother
I turn and look into her eyes
I see all the pain
As she sits there and cries

There comes my birthmother
i have never seen
Oh how do I wish
She could have seen the real me.

Here comes my friend
Wow, I havent seen her in years
I lay reminiscing about the past
Then comes all our tears.

There stands my sister
She looks so depressed
Please just go, and forget about all this
But always remember, you were the best.

Forget this ever happened
And dont have any fear
But deep in your heart
I will always be near

Next is my mom
Mom, please know I do love you
For all that you do for me
Even though i didnt admit it was true.

Then theres my dad
I have never seen him cry
He said that he loved me
And now he wanted to die.

Then walks in Rita
I love her like my own mom
She sits and strokes my hair
And holds my hand inside her palm

She is so very special to me
And its her I do adore
I want to be just like her
But I guess I cant anymore

I remember when the doctor told me
That I was doing to die
I thought that I had more time
But now here I lie

The crowd has all left
Now there are just a few
Then the doors open
And in walks you

I thought I would never see you
I thought you didnt care
One day you just left
Without telling me where

I know my life is complicated
And hard to understand
I know how you feel
When your life is hard, and you can barely stand.

While I watch you walk slowly over
And just collapse on the floor
Youre here now, but where were you
When I needed you more?

One day you just vanished
Without a single word
And till this day
From you Ive never heard

Now you come to me
But I guess you are too late
Know ill always love and lookout for you
Because now my life has been taken by my fate.

sorry guys.. guess ive been feeling kinda down lately....i just hope that my relationship with this very special friend will never come to that..shes very dear to my heart..