So confused
running out of time
gotta get this done
but I'm stumbling blind
too much to do
to much undone
got to get this finished
no time for fun
school work, friends
jobs, promotions
I'm sinking in the sea
the sea of emotions
got to catch up
shouldn't be away
school cutting into my social life
more and more each day
always got the shoulder
thats good to cry on
when i have a problem
where has everyone gone
work and work and work
more and more hours
once again all my life
it devours
got to study
pass this test
I'm such a failure
but i try my best
too much to do
no one to help me out
no one even realizes
that I'm stressed out
i need a break
to much responsibility
no one cares
about my sensitivity
breathing so hard
but then it stops
try to take a breath
but I'm swallowing rocks
still cant breath
I'm so light headed
its all so dizzy
no feeling, I'm beheaded
i try so hard
one breath in
it been to long
here i am fainting
screaming all around me
hear everything they say
head smashes onto the ground
they look at me in dismay
when i wake up
everyone surrounds me
they ask if I'm OK
i tell them to leave me be
they say that they care
that they would do anything for me
its all in their eyes
i stare at them in disbelief
if you really cared
like cared at all for me
you would have seen the signs
the signs that tortured me
you only cared
for yourselves
your all so ignorant
you didn't realize i needed help
*This is a message
to all of my friends
I'm not OK, i need a break
this is the way my story bends
I'm stressed out
i ain't OK
i need help
without delay
i dont mean to whinge
and i dont mean to whine
but it is true
I'm running out of time
i have had to much to do
so i didn't get a chance to say
i know that I'm sick
I'm getting worse every single day
my real worst fear
is that I'm in depression
i think i am
and thats my hearts last confession
*Guys this is how i seriously feel at the moment so if you read this don't wonder why I'm sad - you already know. tell those who don't have the opportunity to read it so they can know to
