Doing Just Fine

Months were spent for you... endlessly writing and thinking of things.
I dedicated myself to you... my heart, mind, body: everything.
You're special to me. I've meant it since I first said it to you.
And when you asked how I felt, all I've told you... All were true.
I've been left trapped and left behind.. countless times before.
I lay in bed for so long... deciding I couldn't sleep anymore.
My friends became distant.. because it was you who I wanted to be close.
Out of the girls I can actually have.. you were the one that I chose.
I sat writing in misery because of you.. I refused to see the light of day.
I stayed within myself.. enclosed in my shell everyday.
Nobody was allowed entrance to my heart.. you had the master key.
I admired your true beauty.. the only one who appealed to me.
Now I'm alone.. and you chose to leave my side.
It doesn't hurt much, though.. I just died inside.
I haven't done a thing wrong.. I've followed all the signs.
I'm okay without you, I guess.. right now I'm doing just fine.